Exactly 5 weeks and 5 days after taking my National Boards Step 1 exam, I received the e-mail from SCORES@nbme.org:
“Your USMLE Step 1 SCORE REPORT will be available later this morning on the NBME Licensing Examination Services (NLES) website. Due to a larger-than-normal score release today (Wednesday, July 14), examinees may experience some delays in accessing their results…”
Since I was flying on Wednesday, I actually got the e-mail on Thursday morning, and didn’t have any problems accessing the score report. As soon as I opened the PDF, I was relieved to see the bold “PASS.” To tell the truth, my relief was mixed with a tiny bit of disappointment because I hadn’t achieved my highest dream score. However, I probably set my imaginary expectations too high, and ultimately I should be pleased by my own efforts and progress.
When I called my dad to tell him I received my passing score, he didn’t even ask about the score. He simply said, “Congratulations. Do they give Nobel Prizes for Board Exam Scores?” In other words, don’t be too disappointed or too proud. His feedback made me grin. He always seems to have a concise way to offer support while reminding me to keep things in perspective.
So, Step 1 is done. I passed. I am officially 1/2 M.D. Now, I have more important things to think about, like my pediatrics rotation starting in a week! I am beginning to feel nervous excitement about being a 3rd year student.
Congratulations Liz!
I know something about testing under pressure.
And when you finally got the PASS after almost six weeks did you notice that a vague, subconscious monkey disappeared from your back so you could more fully enjoy your travels among the magnificent scenery?
Congratulations!!! You are well on the way to being the competent and compassionate doctor that is your essence. You’ve worked hard and will continue to work hard, and someday there will be patients galore who will be so glad that they have you to turn to with their medical needs.
Meanwhile, it is delightful to see your art and know that you are having a chance to be with family and beauty and to relax. Have a wonderful time as a “rotating” third-year!